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Too Delicate to be Thrown

by Ryan Winford

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Intro 00:07
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St. Augustine You had a dream last night That we'd break down on the way It was the truth And it ruined our day What an ability No St. Augustine Chorus Someday we'll get there Plan another affair And leave our pain at home Too tired to follow through No, not today Maybe tomorrow Oh, what a day to drive Never seems to turn out like we want But we're still together That's all I really need Not St. Augustine Someday we'll get there To some other place Where it won't feel like we're still at home Too tired to follow the sun It'll close the day Maybe tomorrow
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New Star 03:55
New Star Blue eyes with wonder behind them Looking up at the sky The night's blanket covers over everything But you and I The only place that ever gave me a chance Outside of my cafe You were sitting in the back row Giving me a reason to play A time when I'd never expect it You pulled me near Slipped your arms around me And whispered in my ear Chrous I wanna witness the birth of a new star See the light appear through the darkness You are able to fly if you try to Just let your heart be the one to guide you Promises are never kept by anyone Trying to help me out Major labels with their backbones broken Won't slow me down I was so low I'd never expect it When you pulled me near Slipper your arms around me And whispered in my ear When you sing tonight, she said Of a broken life, know that I wanna witness the birth of a new star See the light appear through the darkness You are able to fly if you try to Just let your heart Let your heart Let your heart guide you
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Minor Tragedy I see the empty calendar Where assorted birthdays used to be And so on The truck is in the front yard The back is full of empty spaces Waiting to swallow everything I'm sitting on the swing set Where you and I first met I'm eight years old and you are ten Well, it took me seven years to Discover I could kiss you And that's how I remember life began Chorus Don't say that distance means nothing That how you feel will never fade There's no way That we can recover from What you call a minor tragedy I see the empty living room Between those walls We carved out all our dreams But now they're gone And I'm dying for a phone call I was such a fool to think that you Would ever make a sacrifice for me
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Recently 04:47
Recently Recently I've felt peculiar And I can't explain it I reach inside myself And I can't find answers I feel a tap upon my shoulder And there's no one there All these rooms like the same I could be anywhere Chorus I've found that no matter how hard I look I see the same things looking back This town contains all the same faces Telling me that this is the end Recently I've been thinking About the future Because of you I've felt quite secure These walls seem more and more Like a prison to me Recently I've been so gone You could walk right through me I just want to feel alive again So why don't you reach out your hand to me Reach out your hand to me You hold the changes and the differences That I need in your hands So come on and Reach out to me
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Getaway 05:50
Getaway I feel the flame within The pains of life have grown too vast How can our lives begin When it all goes by so very fast? Let's get away from here We'll make the best of what we have It all just seems so clear So take hold my hand And hold on tight if you can Chorus Come on let's go We'll steal away a moment Shut out the world and be alone Turn the lights down low Just let the world be broken As it all speeds by We'll take it slow Come on let's go I'm overwhelmed inside There's no more room for love to grown And God knows I've tried But it's hard to tell which way to go Let's get away from here Despite any weakness we have shown We'll have to face our fears So take hold my hand And we'll make it out there on our own Let's get away from here Make our escape into the light Just go with what you feel And take hold my hand 'Cause I know we will be all right
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She's Alone 03:28
She's Alone Why am I here? I start to wonder I've been needing A spark to make a fire form I try to sleep My thoughts take over I wish I were there To wrap my arms around her now CHORUS She's alone tonight Hope I'm on her mind Could this be love I think it might Here I am My eyes are straining But my vision's perfect I can see for any distance now
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Open Door 05:24
Open Door Young man lying on his back The pioneer crowd stand against the black Mind on fire as he drifts away Some kind of sleep, he's gonna be okay And he sees the open door And he feels so unsure Of his life, of his life CHORUS For all we know it's over For all we've seen it's just a light Some mere impression on your mind Just when you think you know her She throws a curve intended To make you think you're wise But there's a whole lot left to find Young woman lying on her back They monitor in case she ever gets off track She really didn't ever wanna go this far Doesn't mind we're in the dark about who we are And she sees the open door And she feels so unsure Of her life, of her life And look how its turned around You've brought back a nightmare, how? I'd rather be safe and sound Than ripped apart, forsaken Just for you to find out And I see the open door And I feel so unsure Of this life, of this life And if you're gonna follow through You'd better share your piece of mind
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Invisible Hold I'll say so long to the world I've known Can't begin with "I love you" This is too delicate to be thrown Have you already found out my secrets? Discovered that you are my weakness? CHORUS I feel so alone I just can't seem To break this invisible hold On me and my happiness It's been so long I have to let it out Someone stop me before I've revealed Myself unto the world I just want you to say that you love me Feel like all of this weight that's above me Is about to fall The shallow window opportunity lies before me And in my hands I'll lower my head to rest Hoping you can ignore me Do you feel like there's something missing? Some horrible pain you're dismissing? The moment's come To confess my love I'll just have to trust my heart I didn't tell her one single truth But for one sweet moment She smiled at me from across the room
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Familiar 03:23
Familiar You arrived too late How could they mend you? They took their photographs They tried to protect you From the painful truth That stole away your youth And you tried to resurface Your purpose to have anyone ask you What happened to you Are you even there To the public eye? If you stole all the world Would anyone reply? As they turn their heads Those who were once your friends You escape to find danger with strangers Who are brave enough to ask you What happened to you What happened to you, oh She seems so familiar But you don't need to ask her She's exactly the girl you used to be So please stop pretending That your pain's neverending You've gotta look on the inside to see So has anyone....? What happened to you?
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Ladders 04:26
Ladders A classic story Boy meets girl and he gives his heart Tragic, yet luring When the girl is distant from the start Alone, yet together He can't quite figure out his part In this strange attachment Never thought her words could be so hard So hard She says "Sometimes, I feel like you and I are sharing the same mind" I say, "I was just going to say" yeah And in time you'll come to understand that our days are numbered Our youth will be washed away Away yeah yeah yeah CHORUS Why do you climb so high (Climb so high)? I wanna reach you And burn all the ladders behind (Left behind) Did I mistreat you? Why do you break all the rules (All the rules) We as lovers issued? No, you aren't allowed Online, I feel like I can say anything to her outright I put my heart out on display, yeah And she tries so hard to contradict what she said in the confines Of conversation, any way that she can evade So, you were stringing me along (Left me wanting more) But if you had told me straight away I'd be strong (Trust me darling) You're love is confusing in a song (I can't think no more) So I'll just stay awake and sing I'll sing "La la la la"
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Elevator 04:14
Elevator Standing in a house of glass These walls don't block the sun Feel the pull of gravity While shining down on everyone Shining down on everyone Trying hard to let it out The tension is about to tear The words are tripping on my tongue Confessions falling everywhere My heart falling everywhere And I wanna save every moment in this space And I know it may not matter what I say But this happens to me nearly every day So I emulate the soldier and be brave The veins of this building seem so alive You're the oxygen they crave Here and there and everywhere I'm fine Not easy to say Situation to a point of no return I've never been so prepared I wrote down what to say word for word So many poets that I wanna share And I wanna save every moment in this space I resolve not to make sound But what goes up must come down And you're beautiful So much more than anything And it's only you That can move me and make me sing You move me and make me sing

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This album was independently released in 2003. Each of the original CD's was lovingly hand-made from photocopies and CD-Rs. Now available for the first time as a digital download.

Album download includes 2 previously unreleased B-sides and scans of the original hand-made CD insert.

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released June 3, 2003

Written and performed by Ryan Winford.
Produced by Christian Stella.
All songs recorded in Christian's Bedroom except...
Open Door...recorded entirely in a cardboard box in Christian's Bedroom
Familar...recorded guerrilla style at Valencia Community College.

Intro and Intermission performed by Little Talking Scholar

boy with shoes on cover.....Adam Wekarski
cover photo.........................Adam's Mother
back photo..........................Anthony Stella
album design.......................Christian Stella
disc design..........................Anthony Stella
lord of Kinkos......................Anthony Stella
ladder drawing.....................Ryan Winford

Ryan's Thanks...

Thanks to Christian Stella, whose tireless efforts, strong opinions and wittiness, accompanied by his surreal knowledge of today's ever-growing technology, contributed to the successful completion of this album.

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Ryan Winford Orlando, Florida

Ryan Winford is a composer and singer/songwriter from Orlando, FL that has been writing and performing for more than 20 years. Ryan Winford is a singer/songwriter, film composer from Orlando, FL that has been writing and performing for over a decade. He has a unique acoustic-driven alternative/pop/rock/folk style with earnest vocals and delicately crafted songs that aim straight for the heart. ... more

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